. . . and I want a smoke.
This will be a daily occurrence for about two weeks. Then the cravings will taper off, but they never, ever, really leave. In a year it will be like a mild tickle. Right now its a teeth-grinding pressure-cooker of irritability and restlessness.
I'm trying to think about it like a long run - it hurts when you first start but by the end the endorphin rush makes you forget how bad it was in the beginning. You just have to push through the beginning.
Pushing. . . .
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