And I don't know exactly why.
Felt great yesterday. Girlfriend came over over dinner and even though I wanted to join her for a drink I stuck with diet Coke. Made omelets and hash browns and biscuits and watched a movie. Went to bed sober and woke up feeling fine.
But something happened between now and then and I'm not sure what though I have my suspicions. A past failure, something I wanted to achieve but failed to do so, was brought back to center stage. And so I've been beating myself up for failing at something that in all reality was likely beyond my power to change, at least in a meaningful way.
I've been stuck in a could've would've should've loop all morning. It will eventually fade away on it's own, but for now its damned hard to get excited about anything.
Time. Time cures everything that hurts.
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